grr...

I had this fight with my parents again… tulungan na naman sila against me… every action and things I make we’re all big deal… haay.. kakapagod na… lagi nalang… but when my siblings are the ones who commits mistakes wala lang… parang lalabas parin lahat ng annoyance nila sakin…a while ago they’re nagging and scolding and shouting narin at me about this project thing that I have in deco art… they’re saying that I didn’t tell them early about this stuff and all pero I did tell them yesterday… the problem kasi with them… they don’t listen to me… pag ako nagsasalita wala silang pakielam pero if may mali nako they always notice it and always make a big deal out of it…nakakainis talaga! Araw-araw na lang ganito… di ko alam kung ano problema ng parents ko sakin… I give them good grades naman, nagmamadali pakong umuuwi pag gabi para they wouldn’t say na gabi nako umuuwi and kung san san ako pumupunta, I’m not going out either para wala lang, minsan I’m the one who spends for my things, then I took up this course which is I don’ know why I did put in my application form just to satisfy my dad because he doesn’t like my suppose to be profession…tapos they’re saying na I’m the most useless child they have… ang pathetic ko grabe! I’m usually doing everything to please my parents pero wala lang yun… why do my parents think they’re always right? I don’t like answering them back kasi they would misinterpret na sumasagot ako…I never had the chance to defend myself to them kasi lalong lalaki yung conflict between us… nakakapagod lang.. tapos if I did do that they would make me suffer… kaya as long as I’m with my parents I would follow them as what they always say “wala pa kong kaya”… waah… I hope I would graduate next year para I would work na…

back from nowhere

i have better thing to look forward to...

i'm back! school started since like 3 weeks already! our sched is killing me... 7 am to 9 in the evening? my ghad! my parents doesn't want to make me stay in a dormitory or a unit... they said that i can still make it to fourth year! -whoa!!!the only positive thing that would happen is i wouldn't get fat... that's it! nothing else! whaaa... wish me luck for the next 3 months of this sem... there's nothing special happening lately actually... i just feel bad about some things sometyms but better not mind it right? better focus on something more worth it... hmm...

yesterday, i visited the burial of my former teacher... well, i'm happier for her because she would be with our father in heaven... my former batchmates we're there also... diane is with me... and kirk also... the most unexpectd thing happened also.. *chaka* was there with his *chaka* boyfriend and a friend... well, she's still no better than me... hahaha... that's true! no reasons to be insecure! hahahaha....

by the way, there's this cute and addicting koreanovela... Mygirl! lee dong wook is a real cutie! hehehe...

i'm back!!!

haay... i've been back from vacation.. haay... after more than 1 week in davao... i'm back (last may14)... of all the places i've been too... pearl farm is one of my faves. ganda ng place! relaxing! davao's still one of the nicest and one of the most beautiful places in our country... i'll detail my story next time... ciao!

nothing sensible

just got my new fone yesterday... finally, i can txt my friends na... bwisit na cp yan-my past fone, na misplaced? tama ba naman yun... well, gladly i had my new fone... inagawan pa ko ng dad ko... i'm suppose to have that N71, o well, nxt tym... hehehe...

days of summer

can't wait to see you!


need some update for not sharing for about 3 weeks??

- sam won in the little big star (big division) galing! didn't really expect it cause compared to his rivals na sobrang diva-like ang dating and voice... well, happily sam did won...
- i was allowed to go to jac's birthday...finally! i thought my dad wouldn't allow me to go but he did... me and anna thought we'll be lost kasi we're not used to go there commuting...luckily di kami naligaw... hehehe...fun naman ang day ni jac... well, thanks girl for the treat!
- pbb teen edition started last sunday... i personally like mikee then kim.. hehehe... btw, they're a cute pair... hihihi...
- i started my drum lessons anyway... fun naman kasi i got to learn how to play my favorite instrument... i have 12 lessons to attend to...-i'm looking forward to it...

aside from all that everyday was not as boring as before because of my lessons... looking forward to my trip!

<----- going back<-----

i believe in the impossible.... overcome any obstacles... i strive to be the very best... anything is possible when you believe... =)

its my brother's graduation night today... hihihihi...he's off to college... i remembered tuloy my graduation nung highskul 2 years ago...saya yun! i miss my highskul years... pero i don't want to bring it back... i'm happy now...all those that happened before are already part of my wonderful life... i'm sometimes wondering if i miss my highskul friends? kasi parang wala lang eh... it's like remebering them pero not totally missing them (ouch! ouch!)... ewan ko ba.... malabo ata ko eh! maybe because those things na i regret and want to forget are getting back... sana yung maganda na lang yung bumabalik... well, life nga naman.... madaming villains... that would try to make your life a living hell... pero i would not make them do that... kapal nila!
i just cleaned up my room and i opened my friends letters again, keepsakes and all nung highskul... haay... (magreminisce daw ba?) nakakatuwa... ang childish ko sobra nun... -well, what do you expect i'm still young then... hihihi...-daming fun moments and those things na iniiyakan ko before sobrang comedy na for me ngayon.. ang babaw ko dati... nakakahiya... hahahaha...grabe... i'm getting old... nagiging boring nako... waah...

by the way... my brother's grad song was very nice... sobra! (i believe by fantasia barrino) unlike ours.. blee.... well, it's our grad song anyway...

she and he strikes again!!!-shit!

got the chance to talk to my uste friends yesterday... sa ym lang... well, except for anla... sayang! i miss that girl... hihihih... kulit parin... and jac is having a booboo day yesterday because of her pms... hassle! we're planning to go to jac's birthday sa may abs... i'm really hoping na may parents would allow me... *crossfingers*

i'm really annoyed today because of what my friend confide me yesterday...why is it SOME guys feel so much of themselves! di na makuntento sa girlriend nila nagpapakafeeling na some girls like them pero di naman... kapal! lakas ng self-confidence! di na nahiya... i really don't want to be angry at anyone kasi its part of a bad past and i tried to forget it and i did, me and my friends did.... but he and his girl just can't get over it and they keep on bringing it up again... paparinig pa! hello? di na nagmature! pathetic! plastic pa! may bati-bati effect pa with us tapos she keeps talking behind our backs and telling bad things about us to our friends which is totally unfair cause it is supposed to be no big deal for us... tapos she keeps on bringing it back eh we didn't anything to her naman she is the who did bad things to us... i'm really annoyed! if i would just bring back the tme and had the chance to erase something in my life it would be the both of them... it's really a sad thing na i considered them friends once tapos they would do this to us esp. to my friend... well, i'm hoping that time would pass and with that i would forget everything... i would forget that once in a part of my life i met this kind of people... and i totally regret it!