someday

grr...

2006-08-07T19:12:00.000-07:00

I had this fight with my parents again… tulungan na naman sila against me… every action and things I make we’re all big deal… haay.. kakapagod na… lagi nalang… but when my siblings are the ones who commits mistakes wala lang… parang lalabas parin lahat ng annoyance nila sakin…a while ago they’re nagging and scolding and shouting narin at me about this project thing that I have in deco art… they’re saying that I didn’t tell them early about this stuff and all pero I did tell them yesterday… the problem kasi with them… they don’t listen to me… pag ako nagsasalita wala silang pakielam pero if may mali nako they always notice it and always make a big deal out of it…nakakainis talaga! Araw-araw na lang ganito… di ko alam kung ano problema ng parents ko sakin… I give them good grades naman, nagmamadali pakong umuuwi pag gabi para they wouldn’t say na gabi nako umuuwi and kung san san ako pumupunta, I’m not going out either para wala lang, minsan I’m the one who spends for my things, then I took up this course which is I don’ know why I did put in my application form just to satisfy my dad because he doesn’t like my suppose to be profession…tapos they’re saying na I’m the most useless child they have… ang pathetic ko grabe! I’m usually doing everything to please my parents pero wala lang yun… why do my parents think they’re always right? I don’t like answering them back kasi they would misinterpret na sumasagot ako…I never had the chance to defend myself to them kasi lalong lalaki yung conflict between us… nakakapagod lang.. tapos if I did do that they would make me suffer… kaya as long as I’m with my parents I would follow them as what they always say “wala pa kong kaya”… waah… I hope I would graduate next year para I would work na…

back from nowhere

2006-07-08T22:53:00.000-07:00

i have better thing to look forward to...

i'm back! school started since like 3 weeks already! our sched is killing me... 7 am to 9 in the evening? my ghad! my parents doesn't want to make me stay in a dormitory or a unit... they said that i can still make it to fourth year! -whoa!!!the only positive thing that would happen is i wouldn't get fat... that's it! nothing else! whaaa... wish me luck for the next 3 months of this sem... there's nothing special happening lately actually... i just feel bad about some things sometyms but better not mind it right? better focus on something more worth it... hmm...

yesterday, i visited the burial of my former teacher... well, i'm happier for her because she would be with our father in heaven... my former batchmates we're there also... diane is with me... and kirk also... the most unexpectd thing happened also.. *chaka* was there with his *chaka* boyfriend and a friend... well, she's still no better than me... hahaha... that's true! no reasons to be insecure! hahahaha....

by the way, there's this cute and addicting koreanovela... Mygirl! lee dong wook is a real cutie! hehehe...

i'm back!!!

2006-05-26T02:02:00.000-07:00

haay... i've been back from vacation.. haay... after more than 1 week in davao... i'm back (last may14)... of all the places i've been too... pearl farm is one of my faves. ganda ng place! relaxing! davao's still one of the nicest and one of the most beautiful places in our country... i'll detail my story next time... ciao!

nothing sensible

2006-04-28T04:36:00.000-07:00

just got my new fone yesterday... finally, i can txt my friends na... bwisit na cp yan-my past fone, na misplaced? tama ba naman yun... well, gladly i had my new fone... inagawan pa ko ng dad ko... i'm suppose to have that N71, o well, nxt tym... hehehe...

days of summer

2006-04-26T04:49:00.000-07:00

can't wait to see you!

need some update for not sharing for about 3 weeks??

- sam won in the little big star (big division) galing! didn't really expect it cause compared to his rivals na sobrang diva-like ang dating and voice... well, happily sam did won...
- i was allowed to go to jac's birthday...finally! i thought my dad wouldn't allow me to go but he did... me and anna thought we'll be lost kasi we're not used to go there commuting...luckily di kami naligaw... hehehe...fun naman ang day ni jac... well, thanks girl for the treat!
- pbb teen edition started last sunday... i personally like mikee then kim.. hehehe... btw, they're a cute pair... hihihi...
- i started my drum lessons anyway... fun naman kasi i got to learn how to play my favorite instrument... i have 12 lessons to attend to...-i'm looking forward to it...

aside from all that everyday was not as boring as before because of my lessons... looking forward to my trip!

<----- going back<-----

2006-04-05T02:44:00.002-07:00

i believe in the impossible.... overcome any obstacles... i strive to be the very best... anything is possible when you believe... =)

its my brother's graduation night today... hihihihi...he's off to college... i remembered tuloy my graduation nung highskul 2 years ago...saya yun! i miss my highskul years... pero i don't want to bring it back... i'm happy now...all those that happened before are already part of my wonderful life... i'm sometimes wondering if i miss my highskul friends? kasi parang wala lang eh... it's like remebering them pero not totally missing them (ouch! ouch!)... ewan ko ba.... malabo ata ko eh! maybe because those things na i regret and want to forget are getting back... sana yung maganda na lang yung bumabalik... well, life nga naman.... madaming villains... that would try to make your life a living hell... pero i would not make them do that... kapal nila!
i just cleaned up my room and i opened my friends letters again, keepsakes and all nung highskul... haay... (magreminisce daw ba?) nakakatuwa... ang childish ko sobra nun... -well, what do you expect i'm still young then... hihihi...-daming fun moments and those things na iniiyakan ko before sobrang comedy na for me ngayon.. ang babaw ko dati... nakakahiya... hahahaha...grabe... i'm getting old... nagiging boring nako... waah...

by the way... my brother's grad song was very nice... sobra! (i believe by fantasia barrino) unlike ours.. blee.... well, it's our grad song anyway...

she and he strikes again!!!-shit!

2006-04-03T19:35:00.000-07:00

got the chance to talk to my uste friends yesterday... sa ym lang... well, except for anla... sayang! i miss that girl... hihihih... kulit parin... and jac is having a booboo day yesterday because of her pms... hassle! we're planning to go to jac's birthday sa may abs... i'm really hoping na may parents would allow me... *crossfingers*

i'm really annoyed today because of what my friend confide me yesterday...why is it SOME guys feel so much of themselves! di na makuntento sa girlriend nila nagpapakafeeling na some girls like them pero di naman... kapal! lakas ng self-confidence! di na nahiya... i really don't want to be angry at anyone kasi its part of a bad past and i tried to forget it and i did, me and my friends did.... but he and his girl just can't get over it and they keep on bringing it up again... paparinig pa! hello? di na nagmature! pathetic! plastic pa! may bati-bati effect pa with us tapos she keeps talking behind our backs and telling bad things about us to our friends which is totally unfair cause it is supposed to be no big deal for us... tapos she keeps on bringing it back eh we didn't anything to her naman she is the who did bad things to us... i'm really annoyed! if i would just bring back the tme and had the chance to erase something in my life it would be the both of them... it's really a sad thing na i considered them friends once tapos they would do this to us esp. to my friend... well, i'm hoping that time would pass and with that i would forget everything... i would forget that once in a part of my life i met this kind of people... and i totally regret it!

bum....

2006-04-03T01:10:00.000-07:00

I AM TOTALLY BORED! I don’t wanna stay here at home… things just go the same as they should always be…. I always do the same stuffs everyday… watch T.V., sound trip, read, eat, sleep… waah…. Can’t wait for next next week to arrive for me to attend and start my drum lessons… I hope it would be fun… I really want to learn how to play….

I miss going to school… I miss the fun me and my friends are doing… I miss the bum days… I miss coming early and hang with jac in the pav… and I also miss the kilig moments of anna and jac… hahahaha… I also miss prince…hihihi… my fun moments with summer would start may pa…I would be going out with my family… aarggghhh parin… I just wish na me and my friends would go out and I wish my dad would allow me… hello? I’m 18 already… maybe and probably I would be legal to go out on my own and be independent for once… I understand my parents why they are extra strict on me but I just hope they would allow me to go out with my friends sometimes… haay... or else I would rot here…

summer. sun. heat.

2006-03-27T05:15:00.000-08:00

i had long been gone again! grabe! this past week was too busy for me! finals week... our pofesors are SOOOO GOOD and NICE! they bombarded us with plates that would be submitted on almost the same days! haay... well, finally tapos na! hay... that week was also full of surprises sobrang lagi ako sinusurprise ni prince... *sparks* always! confetti all over and hearts everywhere! ganung feeling sobra! hahaha.. it's a nice thing to remember before school year ends.... i'll gonna miss him for 2 mos. haay... by the way, he had a new hair cut,,, well,, his old look looks better but he's still cute anyway...

this week was not only nice to me but also for anna,,, grabe! she and ahem are friends na! as in feeling close si ahem kay anna! which is nice cause they're really cute! super nice ni ahem... i know anna's happy ... that's okei anna... kakatuwa talaga siya! he's a real person just like what you've said...i'm happy for you as in... kita mo naman me and sheila kanina... grabe! *sparks* kung *sparks* hahahaha...

vacation na! well,, i' ll keep myself busy this summer... next next week i'll be taking my drums lessons---- yipee! i'm too excited! i really want to learn! frustrated drummer ako eh... hahaha,,, finally.... then we'll be going to davao next month to visit my lolo... too excited also for that... yipee... i miss that place... haay... another calming trip! that's really what i need for now! haaay...

happy vacation to me!

what the?...

2006-02-23T18:46:00.000-08:00

"no one can make me feel bad and make me feel inferior!!!"

we have no classes today.. i learned about it when i was at skul na... kainis! i was expecting to see my prince kaso jac told me na he went home... grr...hay... i'm stuck there with star, john eu, elle and james (jac was fetched by her brother na kasi)... aion, then *ahem* arrived and yun he kid around with star... i really like seeing them together.. uuy... yihee... sorry anna...don't worry you and *ahem* also look good together... hehehe...haay...

haay... this week was better than the previous weeks...cause i got to open up with anna and bond with anla... they're fun being with even though they talk about their man, i still don't feel left out...and aion... we had the chance to bond... then they learned about my "sentiments" with this girl...kasi she always make me feel left out whenever she's with our friend parang she is the only one who can understand her and knows everything about her na it would come to a point na i would not speak na lang kasi baka bangasin ako and ang nangyayari eventhough i would not tell anything she would still make me bangas... leo told me nga eh, na i shouldn't be nice to her kasi she's not nice to me naman eh... pero if i wouldn't be nice to her i would feel worse naman.. ganun naman talaga feeling if you're not doing good right? and aside from that i would let her realize na she's wrong about me...and with that she would be the one who will feel worse... eventhough ngayon na my friend knows about it na i'm still nice to her and i'm not those kind of person na now nakahanap na ng kakampi lalaki na ulo and would be brave enough to fight her...well, don't worry about me,,, i wouldn't be plastic towards her , what i'm showing her right now whatever it is, is true ayoko kasi magkaron ng complications samin eh... this thing is not really a big thing but not mababaw either kasi she's like "hurting my feelings" na eh... which i think is unfair...

pe-grr...

2006-02-03T09:33:00.000-08:00

don't really know what to say here... nothing really interesting happened... just laugh, bum and got tired without doing nothing... having mixed emotions actually.. can't really understand what i'm in right now... i'm not in the mood of going to school tomorrow... but i have to we'll be practicing for social dance...-curse that pe.... don't really know what went through my mind why i chose that-it's not fun! i'm suppose to be in basketball... grr... the thought of dancing in front of too many people gives me the goosebumps! waah.. can't wait for the last week of february cause that means pe is over, forever! yipee!!!

got my energies back

2006-01-17T10:58:00.000-08:00

eeee... *sparks* got really excited with this site... http://www.love.2loop.com/ sobrang kakatuwa... *sparks* eee.... kakaloka!!!hahaha....

none

2006-01-17T09:34:00.000-08:00

don't really know what to write....my mind seems to be blank...got really tired! *sigh*
hmm.. better stop this... i can't really think of anything...

taking tests...

2006-01-07T23:13:00.000-08:00

You Are a Very Good Girl

You are 90% Good and 10% BadYou're a perfect angel - almost impossibly soDon't you ever feel like being a little bad?!?

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

whoa! me???

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

After dinner at your favorite restaurant, at the spot where you first kissed.

What's" Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

sweet! heck!

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 40% Naughty, 60% Nice
Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this yearBut Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfectYou were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

yipee! i'm nice naman talaga!

You Are Catwoman

"Life's a bitch. Now so am I."

What Superheroine Are You?

i'm catwoman? yes! a bitch? no!

Your Alias Should Be:

Marley Dylan

What Should Your Alias Be?

nice name!

Your Fashion Style is Classic

You like what's stood the test of time...Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendyYou stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a whileYou wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors

What's" Your Fashion Style?

so true! i'm simple yet gorgeous! whoa!

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Nicole Richie

The perfect blend of uptown and downtown.

Who's" Your Celebrity Style Twin?

eek! i don't like her!

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

well, maybe! since i love pink now!

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.A unique woman like you needs a city that offers everything.No wonder you and London will get along so well.

What City Do You Belong In?

i love the place!

it's me???

2006-01-07T22:19:00.001-08:00

looks like real but i'm not...
looks like i'm strong but i'mweak and i badly need help...
looks like i'm brave but i fear what's in the back of my mind...
looks like i can solve every problems my friends have but i can't find permanent solutions to my own...
looks like i'm happy but i'm crying inside...

i want to be real,i want to cry, i want to scream and ask for help for awhile...

worry free!!!

2006-01-07T20:54:00.000-08:00

woohoo! i'm relieved sobra! nice ng feeling! no worries! no hassles! no nervousness!!! hehehe... we're ok na! we talked and solve things out... he told me everything and i told him what i feel about it...haay... grabe! i asked him questions na sobrang i don't think i would ask him before...basta! and its nice na he's honest naman... and nicer because di ako nagtaray... hehehe...
pero he confessed something na i really like... natuwa ako! hehehehe...

haay....

bumps on the road - from andie

2006-01-06T06:41:00.000-08:00

Life is one big road.
There might be twists and turns but sometimes there's no way to go but straight ahead. Not because you have a choice but simply because of the situation at hand.You have to give up the dreams that you have always wanted to achieve especially now that they are right in front of you. Not because of laziness or whatsover, but simply because it's for the best.
REGRETS are your constant companions as you walk these roads of life controlled by FATE. But if you focus on the things that are around you and learn to appreciate what you have, then maybe carrying the burden of regretting something wouldn't be so hard after all.Maybe all these bumps are trials made to let you down, but if you find the strength to stand up after that fall, then you can find the true happiness that you have always longed for even without achieving the dreams that you have always dreamed you would.

got this from andie... i like it... so true!

count down til' 10 pm

2006-01-06T05:24:00.000-08:00

got really a bad feeling today! got pissed off! tss....

waah! don't really know what to do? why am i having this kind of chakaness over me... can't get my mind off this thing... eeeee.... got goosebumps all over!!!

i consulted my friends about it and they scolded me... -don't really want to state the problem here cause *somebody* might stumble in this... LAGOT! kasi naman! i'm not used to feeling so -as in so awkward... esp. with that! YUCK!!! (goosebumps again!) well, it's really ok with me that they scolded me, i think i need a dose of that...

why am i like this? manhid ata ako talaga eh!
i'm hoping that later i would have the guts to talk calmly... baka kasi magtaray nanaman ako-just like what anna said...naman!!!

well, i think just have to use my brains over what i feel-they are somewhat telling me to do the same thing... i also hope that what i will do late will be the right thing...

waah... nervousness coming!

first day of school in 2006-grr...

2006-01-04T09:48:00.000-08:00

anna doesn't like my *prince*...*so sad! she wants the poultry master...well, mhicken is different! siyempre, grandprize yun... hehehehe...

well, i thought school would be ok and i would be having fun... but things didn't turn that way...in the morning, yes...me with sheila, jac,joan, chang, gianne, winnnie and eme had fun making fun of sheila...(i know!) hahahaha... but in the afternoon... blaah! medyo complicated! i'm being divided into half! i really thought superfriends ang group for mr...jobele asked me if i wanted to be in their group... hello??? tinatanong pa ba yun??? of course! always ganon naman eh... why would we change??? got pissed off when i learned na i'm not included na pala and me, jac and anna we're members of a different group... i thought we're all together...??? worse in our group ako lang ang hiwalay... what does that mean? i'm not saying na i don't want to be a member of jac's group... why not? they're also my closefriends.. pero sana someone informed me na we all don't belong in the same group...
during dismissal, jobele didn't told me na she'll be going home with pat (the usual is we're together going home)... naiinis talaga ko! tapos they're not talking to me i didn't hear a single word from them today... grr.... kakainis! siguro kicked out nako from nueve? am i?

prince did something good again

2006-01-03T21:39:00.000-08:00

so happy! friends na kami sa friendster.... hahahaha... can't believe it pero why not diba? saya talaga!
waah... shala knows na pala that thing about us... tss! hope he wouldn't tell it to others... kasi ingay yan when it comes to mhicken eh...hehehe

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2006-01-03T01:35:00.000-08:00

it's a new year! and i'm not used to writing new year resolutions... i'm not that sure if i would do it kasi... but now... i just promise myself one thing and that's to be less "isip-bata" and "makulit"... hello? i'm already 18!!! must be more mature than before and of course more responsible... hehehe... well, let's see! let's see!

speaking of new year... that means fire works! know what? maybe this would be considered as one of my super fun experience... ma and my family watched the pyro olympics last friday... sobrang ganda! as in! WOW!!! haay... me and my bro. we're really fascinated... buti na lang mom invited us to go to rp sayang lang sinc biglaan i haven't had the chance to bring my cam and take pictures... grr... haaay, basta... galing!

by the way, me and leo talked...he called me up to tell me to call him up! labo no? pero i'm really glad to hear his voice again... walang pinagbago! hehehe...it's nice na he has lots of stories to tell unlike before... good thing narin siguro if we're not talking a lot kasi madami siya kwento eh... hehehe... infairness, i do miss our bond! hehehe...

lst december 30,,,,

2006-01-02T23:57:00.000-08:00

depression coming at almost end of the year. naiinis ako! can't blame me! i'm just afraid of things that might happen... i wouldn't want myself saying "sayang". i feel bad but after telling it to my mom i know that she feels worse... i just hope solutions will be done soon. and i hope they realize that they are the ones more responsible to this not me nor my family!
well, thanks to andrew for trying to help me out but i know solutions will not just pop right infront of me... thanks for the time and the call. galing mo talaga! you know if i needed someone to talk to and rant my problems with! sobrang thanks! also thanks to leo for the concern... hehehe... tama ka, lagi na ko puyat-nothing new about that-badly needed!

2 days before christmas

2005-12-23T02:15:00.000-08:00

my grandparents are here... they'll be spending christmas here with us and the rest of my mom's closest relatives. hmm... another christmas would be spent and new year is just a week away... hmm...

dami paring gagawin... haven't moved plates yet...too lazy to do that and one thing i'm still not feeling well... kelan kaya ako magiging okei? i wish!

by the way, ive got lots of pictures of my prince (nice)...

paskuhan2005

2005-12-21T23:54:00.000-08:00

last day. we spent the paskuhan... it's so fun! we can't get over the fire works! it's so beautiful! fascinating!sobrang tagal! sobrang ganda! i'm with jac, bannana, jobele, pat, eme, john eu and joan well, also with kuya guard. we watch it sa 5th floor! ganda talaga!
eventhough that day was suppose to be SUPER fun, it actually didn't completely happened because of my illness... i really have a bad stomach and throat... didn't know exactly why... well, it still didn't stop me to find my *arthur* actually we're calling him prince now-jactan did start that cause he's wearing some kind of armour in the parade... well, he looks more like a knight... a knight who would save me anytime i needed... hehehehe... haaay... i'll miss my prince/ knight...me and jac we're really searching for him nga eh... and i got really excited when finally found him... makulit siya na tahimik??? labo no? basta ganun... pasimple pa kami ni jac in taking pictures of him- cam hoaring daw??? hehehehe...but we got much pictures... woohoo... saya! sana lang, shala won't delete them kasi we used his cam to do our dirty??? deed.... well,,, more on stalking i'd say... hehehehe... chaka,,, ang ganda ng takes....
then we saw the grandprize! well,,, my night is complete! kaya lang natarayan ko ata siya eh =( wawa naman mhicken... got really a bad stomach kasi....haay... i thought he wouldn't come pero he did... for me and jac... hahahaha... totoo naman yun eh???cguro he's really wondering about us kasi we're moving closer to him... hehehehe... dakilang stalkers!!!
ibefore going home me, jac and anna hanged out... we've seen stan- tuwa si anna! and we've seen my *prince*-hay... one hit before i go! see you next year *prince* and *mhicken*!!! also jac and bannana with the rest of the superfriends! i'll really gonna miss them...

my own champ

2005-12-18T00:13:00.000-08:00

i had my own champ in school now... hehehehe... me and jac saw him last thursday... and we again saw him last friday naging katabi nga namin siya sa bench eh... galing niya! he plays the guitar... champ na champ right? that afternoon sabay kami pasok sa elevator and magkatabi pa kami... nice! hahaha... may consolation prize nako for mhicken... hehehe... by the way, galing ni mhicken mag-play ng basketball... galing talga! di nga nakapigil si jackie eh... hehehe... she needs to breath!

updating

2005-12-15T04:50:00.000-08:00

i had long been gone... almost 4 weeks or i would say a month... it's because of our stchupid! keyboard it didn't work that's why we can't use our pc... glad that my bro. has done a way for us to ba able to use this...
i think i need to do some updating on this...

know what i had watched harry potter 4 with my friends last nov.20... it's so fun! and daniel radcliffe was HOT! funny scenes niya with mouning myrtle... sheila nga wants to be her eh... hahahaha... and she would turn out to be shrieking sheila! hahahaha... ang budjong nga naman! this is my favorite among the 4 shown. lots of nice effects and better scenes!

last week of november was complicated! things are going out of hand... people are caught in issues... i was being accused as "bad influence"... me??? heck! did i do? actually, i'm not mad at all! i was just shocked! that's really a new thing! considering me??? a *B.I* haay... my friends didn't like what she said but me,,, i just don't mind her... believe it or not, i understand her! cause i know na she really is like that and i can'st do nothing about it... it's her problem and burden if she ever gets mad at me... as long as i don't care about her.

aside from all that, i just have mood swings because my *visitor* is coming and the usual encounters with *chicken*... by the way, i saw him play basketball! galing! galing! go chicken go!!! hehehehe...

gotta go! running out of time!

cfad week

2005-11-18T21:41:00.000-08:00

cfad week was a blast... it will be remembered... i swear! i had fun this year than the last...so fun! no classes for most of our subjects... lazy din ang profs. it's really unique and exciting if you are included in a college that is full of unique and creative people... the whole week we just helped in the gallery and "guard" it... we just bum around... excuse in all our classes eh... lots of activities!!!aside from the grand opening... we enjoyed the kite flying event... ganda! we also watched the teatro talentado's play because our *budjong* friends are there performing... they're really funny! saya! wacky! we also draw stuffs on beato's entrance way! creative...tomorrow we would be having the cfad concert... i would attend together with my friends... by the way we have a new hobby: cam hoaring! fun!

sam.sam.sam.

2005-11-12T20:08:00.000-08:00

see that smile??? cutie!!!

sam.sam.sam. super talented and gwapo...i'm sure if this young man grew up this would be one hot guy... actually i remember someone when seeing this young lad... (who's that???=) really like sam concepcion even though he's too young... hehehehe..

i maybe unfair...well, just this afternoon at school... got a bit "mataray"... cause i felt na i'm being left out... all of them are helping in the gallery and me i have no idea that they will be going early to school to help in the gallery, no one texted me, except for jac and banana who asked me where i am... well the others they don't... imagine lui was there...i'm not saying na she shouldn't suppose to be there but well,,, never mind...hmm...things are happening again... i miss mariachristineaubrey... things just went out of place when people started to join us that's why now we are not usually together...and now same things are happening... i'm having fun with my friends right now but in the long run i feel or some of them make me feel that i do not belong...am i being selfish??? don't wanna think about it anymore...i talked to banana but i didn't tell her this i just don't know how she will react when i tell her... maybe i'll tell them on monday (jac and anna) so maybe they will understand me... (hope so) maybe i'm being selfish...grr... taray na naman! *sigh*
by the way, it's leonard's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONARD!!!

second sem...

2005-11-06T14:09:00.000-08:00

it's first day of second sem... first day=no prof. waste of time going to school...but it's nice to see my friends again... sayang... banana's not around and *chicken* too... =( kainis i want to see him pa naman...tamad talaga!!! we just spend half of the day talking and blabbing...we also went to nitz to use the net and help jac update her profile... kainis computer! well, just glad to be with my friends again... start of classes doesn't just means seeing friends only but also those people you HATE to see... it's starting again... chakang headband! FREAK!!! he's making my day really annoying!

dreaming

2005-11-03T07:06:00.000-08:00

i keep on seeing "HIM" in my dreams. i hate it. i'm trying to forget everything. nightmares are approaching!

clearance-good news!

2005-10-24T18:35:00.000-07:00

i went to ust to get my clearance... happy to see that i passed all my subjects... i didn't freak out about my grades this sem because i know that i did my job and accomplished all requirements on time... well, thank god!
glad to see my friends again(ust)... i miss them! although i didn't have the chance to talk to jac and tease her braces! hehehe..braces stealer! kidding! i'm also with anna and others.. hahaha... inlove ang bruha! sobra! glad that she and *prince archer* are now usually together... i remember the labs w8t thing again... hehehe... anna, peace!!!
by the way, we have saturday classes this sem... *crap* but our sched is less haggard and hassle... we don't have 8pm dismissals anymore... up until 7 na lang...hehehe... well, it's better...
i've also seen my *chicken* (jac's too) and his *slave1* again... heeheehee... my sembreak's complete!!!hahaha... chicken madness again!!!

bitch is back-casting bitchness powers!!!

2005-10-20T22:27:00.000-07:00

Me, zhel an yahnne met after few months of not seeing each other. I missed them. We talked about a friend having a girl to girl relationship (this is not the old issue). Yahnne, as usual, hmm… tells us her point. Me, also the usual, quiet and would be the mediator if problems arise. For me, it’s her choice if she would be having that kind of relationship or not as long as she knows its consequences. We’re just here to comfort her.
Another was about this girl. We’re not friends and I don’t consider her as one even before. Me and my firnds had longed get over with our issue but she, she doesn’t seem to have moved on. She’s making “parinig” in our friend’s testimonial. She’s a freak! She has a grudge on my friend because of her fucking boyfriend. He’s not even worth it! yuck!!! They really look good together because if her guy would be with my friend he will really look like her driver! It’s okay if she would tell us straight in the face but instead she’s telling it to other people who has nothing to with us. We are not suppose to make “patol” with what she’s saying about but it’s really foul! Me and my friends have done nothing to her! Ang plastic niya! SHIT! I really hate her and I’ll never forget what she has done. Before, I was trying but now rot in hell! If I would be given a chance I would pluck her eyes out of its socket para maging lalo siyang PANGIT!!!
I also don’t know if I would be angry with my friend (the girl she’s bestfriends with) or not. We accept that she chose tat girl over us. Me, I’ve done my part. The worst thing I know I had done to her was hating her “bestfriend”. as what yahnne said, “di na lang siya naisip si jaye”. Yah! Why didn’t she think of me? We’ve been friends for 7 years now. I stick to her when diane, zhel and jin got angry with her that’s why they also got angry with me. I’ve never ever think of leaving her. Eventhough what she did was wrong. I didn’t lack advises and I comforted her as long as I can. *sigh*
I’m missing ust. I miss my friends there. Love to go back to school! Hope sembreak ends, I think I had enough rest already.
By the way, Jac has her new braces… aaw… no pigging out for us… hehehe… uuuy, jac, braces stealer… hahaha….

se....m....brea.....k.....

2005-10-17T17:07:00.001-07:00

crap! sembreak starts... it's the first time in my whole 2 years in college that i'm not excited spending my sembreak... waah... bummer! sembreak starts meaning i'll have nothing to do, full time rest and watch days go by...what a waste!!! i miss my friends in uste- our laugh trips, bonding during logic class, shopping and lots of stuff...i miss chicken and us, making fun of his *slaves*... sigh, hope to see them sa clearance day...

corpse bride...

2005-10-06T22:29:00.000-07:00

that's chicken little dancing... cute!

whew! tiring! it's our last meeting in our handball class... written finals... kainis! difficult ng questions! i didn't saw my grade pero i feel na i wouldn't be happy with my grades... hay naku last day na! but it turned out na medyo irritated ako... actually i can't breathe nanaman... bwisit na illness 'to... can't move on! why am i irritated??? maybe because i'm not happy with something... hahaha... can't tell it to anyone... very funny! pero i'm still inis! when will i tell this to someone??? maybe...never! i'll just keep it to myself... *sigh* hoping that next time it will happen... *sigh again*
we watched corpse bride... fun kasi i'm with my friends... medyo irritating lang kasi it took my other friends to wait eh i know na naiinis na rin sila cause matagal nga... pero can't do anything about it since group activity yun and i'm not helping (too bad!), the only thing i can do is to wait for them...hirap kasi tumulong... i'm not good at rendering and drawing... so what's my use? better kung sila na lang... they know a lot! no grudges ha! =)
while waiting, me and em pigged out! hahaha...too bored! lots of sweets! lucky to have this kind of body, not capable of getting fat...hehehe...
we went to rp to watch corpse bride-this time for real... i find the movie cute since i love the animation but the plot is very predicting and bitin... it's like it all happened in just a day... but i so love johnny depp so i find the movie attractive, eventhough i'm only hearing his voice... ganda pa din! we saw the trailer of chicken little... it's so CUTE! swear! me and jac particularly loves the movie-obviously, cause it's about CHICKEN!!!- funny us! cute talaga!the chicken there's just dancing....funny! we also saw harry potter 4's trailer! so ganda! as in! full of nice effects!!! well, some characters are not what i imagined... like cho chang... she's not that beautiful in the movie unlike the descrpiption in the book... pero she's still chinita... maybe it's better if they chose heart evangelista (rumored to have been auditioned for the part) pero i still find the movie worth watching... i'm too excited to see it and i'll be seeing it with jac and the others again...
finals next week... still haven't started with anything... haggardness again! sleepless nights! good luck to all of us! hope to pass first sem!

sigh

2005-10-05T22:31:00.000-07:00

so many things are running in my mind… don’t really know how to express it… don’t wanna cry or anything…coz it’s so not me!!! i decided to talk to a friend about it but someone texted me (using his no.) that he has a new no. *sigh* i guess I have to bear this on my own… can’t tell or text anybody! i just don’t feel talking about it to anyone…maybe, i would feel better if i tell this to him, cause i need someone to listen. Just listen. And if i tell this to my other friends they would surely nag me and give advises i don’t need at the moment! Drained. *sigh* i’m sick and i hate it!
well, thanks yahnne!!!

move on!

2005-10-04T21:03:00.000-07:00

i don't want to say anything about this stuff cause i know na its non of my business but most of the people in our class are talking about it (fed up! move on people!) well, except for winnie's group.ithink! and this is my blog i should right anything i want here right? yesterday was too complcated...i wouldn't say na it's war in id2-1 cause people are clueless of it in the first place na there's something going on...why would almost everyone wants to be involve??? it's non of our business whether they fight with each other or not right?
i pity them cause they have to end their friendship with that person... i wouldn't blame those people who got angry to her kasi it's too much foul words and i think na it's not right... pero they have to confront her in a more educated way... not in a way na you have to punch the locker and shout at her to go out.. to think na his not the person directly involved... too bad i respect him a lot! i know na his a good person still but this incident just mad me think differently from him. honestly, he disappointed me and i'm trying to understand him any way i can but it doesn't sink in. i really can't imagine na i would be seeing like this in college... i just hope na things would get better in the next days and people would realize their faults.
too many lessons learned. not just to those people involved but also to those who are not. better know who are those people na you really can trust and think before you say something... better not be a mediator, mediators cause lots of trouble and would be surely involved. stand up on what you say, be brave enough to admit that you're wrong and those people who shouldn't be involved, stay out of other people's lives and clear your own...move on people!
i'm happy na "nueve" is not involve... we're too good for those things and mature enough to think and act on our own.haay!

i am...

2005-10-01T20:56:00.000-07:00

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last handball game...

2005-09-29T00:58:00.000-07:00

this is my handball teammates again... (coUnterclockwise) lui girl, nika,maris,steph,ayla,jobele,pao,me,lea and louie guy aka. *papa bear* hehehe...

today is our last handball game. i came to school very early-no traffic! then *papa bear* arrived... whoa! aga! usually kasi he's late or just on time... we chat about few things...i learned na he's a varsity of the basketball team from AB. so! kalaban nila *chicken* and *bananalicious*...
the first part of the game is yellow vs royal blue. i want royal blue to win cause yellow team is really good...but as expexted yellow won...then green vs royal blue... wawa naman green they have no wins...then we are the last game against yellow! oh no! hirap! they're too big!!! pity us! we're tall but we have lean bodies well, except for *papa bear*... hehehe... i first play as the goal keeper.yikes!ayaw ko pa naman because the guy in the yellow team was really strong.flying. katakot mag-goal.i feel that i can't do it. kaya lang louie (*papa bear*) said na me first. whaaaaa! well, i blocked some of his attempts but i missed his 3 goals...kainis!he really is like flying! galing! steph replaced me, di ko kakayanin... i'll eat that guy alive!hahaha... i rested muna, i can't breathe, my heart hurts again... haay! then ahia (yellow's guy) keeps on asking for fouls... hello???handball has no fouls mister!!! besides red team's referee *roar* is on our side... hahaha...kidding. we got along with him. kasi we find him funny and he's good naman unlike others there, too ungentleman!!! yellow team's 2nd goal keeper is really good. she's the only lady who attempts and succeeds to block louie's goals. grabe! amazona! peace!!! parang louie's getting irritataed na nga eh cause his attempts misses... he roared?arghed pa nga eh... whoa! trying to be like *roar*...i still love *roar*'s roar, katakot kay louie...then we tied with yellow...8-8... exxage defense namin! great!if steph hadn't block that attempt, we would lose... haay...thankgoodness!! ma'am gave us 5 min. to break the tie... haay, buti na lang, i happened to catch up with ahia (fast runner) and he said i fouled him...hahaha... and so?i still block his attempt. thanks to that foul DAW???we again tied 10-10 and ma'am announced that both of us winand because she sees na we had improved our game and we had fun, she gave us, red and yellow a flat 1...wheee!!! saya! galing2! funny nga si louie eh, he wants a victory party for us...whaaat??? chaka!kulit!then he keeps on interviewing himself and answering also...chaka talaga pero funny!bonding us after...kulit! kung anu-ano pinagsasabi namin... may *issue* pa...hehehe...lui girl kasi eh...haay.. i love our team just like pe last first sem, first year...
haaaay! i'm so funny... i just realize this awhile ago... pero i would keep it a secret na lang *sparks*... people i know and know him might came acr0ss this blog and tell him or anybody i know... no one knows it pa naman... it's just between this blog and me...well, i'll miss handball games! it's so much fun! there must be advance handball!same group! fun! fun! fun! nextweek would be our written exam... haay....

2005-09-26T23:56:00.000-07:00

i felt so sad! it's still my birthday... my feeling just got better when jin called...i can't tell her what's wrong with me kasi papa is beside me... this is my weirdest birthday... i feel so sick... actually i had fun with riz, jac, banana, jobele, pat and chang going to divisoria and shop... i got new stuffs... but still i feel so tired! haay... bummer!my birthday's about to end... hope that i'll have good year ahead...

happy birthday to me!!!

2005-09-26T03:59:00.000-07:00

me and my family just came back from tagaytay... fun! even though nagtampo ako sa kanila kanina kasi they let me go to mass alone eh birthday ko pa naman tomorrow...and i want to hear mass with them... haay... at least we had fun sa highlands...saya-saya... i'm surprise nga eh kasi some of my relatives and friends were there...and ang alam ko we'll just be having dinner... haay... i had my 18 dances... sayang wala diyes and my other closefriends to spend this day with me...kahit medyo sad ang debut cause of problems i know na people around me are trying to make this day fun and memorable for me...
sa school.... chaka! i have to go to school cause will be watching a play required for our ethics class...the play's TOO BORING!!! kainis!!! i'm too irratated !!!... nagmu-mood swings na naman... haay... by the way, fun awhile ago cause pat gave me her advance birthday gift... she baked brownies for me... hmm... yummy! i let them eat it ... hehehe... funny! then they all learned na i'll be celebrating my birthday tomorrow...hehehe...actually john eu is my first dance, o diba? first than my dad...hehehe... dinance niya ko sa med audi while break ng play...hahaha... baliw talaga yun! then he's asking star to be my second dance... hahaha... star?it's like dancing with a girl... kulit! then my revelation us ni anna with jac, it's good na she knows about it para she'll be aware on what's happening diba? haay... things are turning to be really complicated...well, just hope na later sa school, nice things would happen...

18 wishes for my birthday!
1. peace! which is too impossible to happen! chaka!
2. new phone??? it will happen asap!
3. nina's concer on oct.1,,, hehehe... pao's inviting me...=)
4. a no *headband* year!!! saya nun! i'll be really thankful!
5. own condo unit! taray!
6. own car! taray ulit!
7. driving lessons na matino! hehehe... chicken murderer!!!!
8. to be a famous interior designer...
9. new coat...
10. trip outside the country...
11. back to davao!
12. trip to dakak...
13. some time alone... kahit for a week lang... *sigh*
14. talk to jin in person...
15. shopping spree...that's fun!!!
16. pass all my subjects this sem...
17. si chicken!!! joke!!!
18. uhmm... siguro i have to keep it for myself na lang...

still hoping...-,-

2005-09-24T19:57:00.000-07:00

*sigh* me, jac, banana and john eu had a heart to heart talk awhile ago in ym... wawa john eu... kasi he's having a hard time dealing with his groupmates... mostly pasaway... he and kari are the only ones doing and contributing for the group... in anna's and jac's group naman... complicated din... ideas clash! nice thing that in our group it happens but we still respect each other...we told john eu nga na he must be a leader and leaders tells members what to do. eh in his part its different, he commands but he's still the one who will do it... and if not his members would do something but would always ask him what to do and it will turn out that he's still the one who will do the task... it still doesn't make sense diba??? *sigh* too bad...

*another sigh* no one would really understand me... dami ko problem ngayon... too sad... ngayon pa na i'll be celebrating my birthday... its always like this na when my birthday is coming lots of problems arise... family problems... why do i have to know those things? it would all just make me feel bad...i have so many things to think about tapos eto pa...

*sigh* i took my regular check-up a while ago and i'm sick...again! i have to take my medications again... what's happening to me??? i don't wanna be like this anymore... life really is very harsh on me... i can't choose things to happen the way i want it to be... siguro, kasi i'm being bad... i drive things away from me when i feel like things are too good kasi i feel na it's just not worth it and i do not deserve it... drama ko no? haay... siguro, its just me... i look so strong and fine but really i'm not... but i'm still hoping that things would change... *sigh*

funny!

2005-09-23T22:14:00.000-07:00

fun! i saw francisco manosa. he had a talk with our department after class... i had to wait for mom to go home kasi i'll go with her kaya i have to stay kaya i attended the symposium... at first i thought it was boring but it is not... manosa is really funny... he has a good sense of humor... i really love his works and his passion for filipino designs and architecture... even before i became a student in interior design, i really love this architect cause not only he has good design sbut because all of it are true filipino works... ganda talaga! hahaha... not only did i saw manosa talk in front of us... i also saw him dancing and heard him singing... multi-talented... very funny talaga! he's also very friendly, he keeps on doing flying kisses and he also keeps on waving his hand to us...very funny talaga siya!by the way he is also one of sir santos bestfriends... imagine the great manosa for a bestfriend? well, sir santos is really not left behind... cause he's really an excellent designer also... they also look alike...hehehe... but they really both are funny...=) i'm really i happy i attended...hehehe...fun!!!

by the way yesterday, andrew gave me a load...hehehe...*blushed* so sad i turned him down...don't wanna recall those things... not healthy! hehehe...=p just hope we're still good friends... -,-

handball action!

2005-09-22T21:43:00.000-07:00

team mates in handball...this was taken after the game...

*sigh* so sad we lost in hand ball... sayang talaga! some of those pa naman faults ko... felt guilty!... too bad! then i got sprained pa... kasi i'm the goal keeper (in this game, it really must be steph.) then this guy from red team, named miko, actually, funny siya we keep calling him tiger power or roar cause he keeps on roaring his opponents.. we really think he's funny! =) well, back to my sprain, he attempt to goal and i blocked it and i accidently landed badly after i jump... at first it hurt but after a few seconds it doesn't then i continued playing... when me and steph interchange and i became a courtplayer that's when i felt my ankle aching... and too bad we lost by only one point... super sayang talaga!!! sabi nila we're better now than our other plays...well, it's just a game anyway we just hope that we win next time... oh no! against yellow...*sigh* they're too strong and too biiig... *sigh*hope we win for my birthday... hehehe...

pe tom.

2005-09-21T21:25:00.000-07:00

exciting! pe tom. handball again! fun! fun! fun! i never felt this excited attending pe classes especially last sem, even when i was in highschool because back then i really do hate sports... i always feel like i have butterflies in my stomach whenever it's time for me to play! so nervous! so far we still don't have loses yet...we already defeated royal blue and green... thanks to *papa bear aka. louie! hehehe... he's really good... he must be, he's features are really for sports like this... hehehe...but he's really nice cause eventhough me and my team mates were so chaka =)playing he's still not annoyed with us... hmm... too musch patience... well, hope we win... against red... their goal keeper was really amazing! super girly but she really blocks almost all the shots... well, good luck to us! fight dark blue!!! hehehe...

VIVA SANTO TOMAS!!!

2005-09-17T23:05:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO!!! WEEE!!!

CONGRATS SALINGGAWI AND YELLOW JACKETS!!! you're really great guys!!!

4-peat na!!! and i'm happy to be a part of this event... sobra! haggard kami before entering araneta! exxagge ang crowd!!! especially ours(USTE) and UP... nung time nga na that the cheering still haven't started, our crowd and up's are really the ones making noise... galing talaga!!! all schools are good compared to last year... all performances really shows hardwork... we we're really expecting na FEU or Adamson would make it galing ng series of steps nila especially FEU's crowd, they have uniform tops and hand signals... galing!!!well, UST really rocks! they're still the best and they have prove that again! it's obvious that UP was not happy na we won again...it is obvious on their faces...at least they got the 2nd place... it's better than none...they should be happy! well, we're really thankful that we won for the fourth time... galing talaga ng uste!!!

go uste! go uste! go uste! go, go, go uste!!! bravo UST!!!!

bonding time with mom

2005-09-11T17:47:00.000-07:00

hahaha... me and my mom went to NU today... she would be getting her grades when she was still in college (tagal na grabe!)hahaha... well, i'm suppose to go with jobele to make a group project for nstp but i decided not to go kasi i woke up late as in 8:30 nako nagising and our call time is 9:00 di na talaga ko makaka-catch-up. we went passed uste and guess who i saw? si *CHICKEN*!!! he wore a pink-purplish shirt. I pointed him to mom nga eh... she said ang tall daw... talaga! jac said, *chicken* is supposed to ba a varsity player for UAAP kaya lang maybe too busy sched he didn't pursue na lang... sayang! then we went shopping. hahaha... bonding time namin.... well, the usual she bought books sobra dami! adik mom ko sa reading! >,<

=I

2005-09-04T17:46:00.000-07:00

thank god! we're not flooded with plates this week,,, well, aside from a few na contenders sa chair competition, that includes me!!! don't really have an idea why my design was chosen... my chair is so simple (i would post it here once i got my digicam back from my dad.)hehehe... well, it's extra work but thinking na my work is included, makes me feel flattered... hehehe... nice things coming!
*sigh* (how did you know? plays...) what is that? my dad's playing that song again... *sigh* i'm remembering someone... *sigh* =( sad to say pero i wish na our paths would never cross again... it's better that way... *sigh* for sure, better things would happen if we won't... well, better not think about it... *sigh* =( i'll write next time if i would feel much better... ciao!

my birthday month

2005-09-01T09:46:00.000-07:00

it's the first day of september na... 25 days til my birthday... i'll be 18 na...hehehe...bilis talaga ng days... i'm getting older... haay... just hope na this month would be *disaster free* for me... usually kasi pag birthday month ko na... problems arise... sana this month wala... i wanna enjoy my last days being 17... ewan ko ba... every day in september talaga is very important sakin... honestly, i'm afraid of getting old kasi i always wanted to be strong and powerful eh... and one thing i love my life as a teen... no hassle! wala masyado iniisip and problems... well, that's life nga naman... it is meant to change...haay... just wish that i would have good grades, safety for my love ones and a lot of nice things... i also wish na i would have better days ahead and for the LEAST POSSIBLE (good) things would happen...

elevator moment

2005-08-30T20:53:00.000-07:00

so happy! i had this super close encounter with *chicken* sa elevator kanina... as in! magkatabi kami... hehehe... bango niya! =)

kahit pa...

2005-08-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

i'm here at nmtc... with em and jobele...medyo irratated lang talaga ako... and if i showed it naman or if ever i speak up naku, baka magkaron lang ng bigger conflict...hirap na... tsaka pag nagsalita ako they are not going to change naman eh... siguro i'll just have to bear the next 2 years to get along with those kind of people... haaay... patience!!! tsaka there's superfriends naman eh... super FUN naman when i'm with them eh...
well, yesterday sobra!!! sparks day!!! sobra,,, chicken day... lagi ko talaga siya nakikita this day... *sparks* and i also heard him singing!!! yup! CHICKEN'S SINGING!!!! (kahit pa-hale) katawa... pero saya talaga... hehehe... worth it talaga pag you come to school early... well, it started kasi nung i'm in 305 wala kasi tao kaya dun ako nagstay then his friends came tapos i waited for a few minutes to text my bro. tapos aion dumating si *chicken*... lumipat ako ng room (sa 304, it's beside it lang naman eh... and divider lang ang gap...) then he peep sa room... WHILE SINGING!!! hahaha... sobra katawa! maybe he thought na walang tao.... pero grabe talaga katawa! then i keep on seeing him this day! saya talaga... full of inspirations! *sparks* and one good thing also that happened to me is i never saw *headband*... magiging chaka lang day ko pag nakita ko siya no... hay... this day really turned out well...

haggard!!!

2005-08-21T15:32:00.000-07:00

waah... there's too many things to do.... prof. gomez wants us to pass the compilation this week... THIS WEEK??? i haven't even started rendering my three perspectives and i haven't transfered it to my master board... waah... cram! cram! cram! eventhough i hate cramming i always end up being one... i think i'll be absent on monday... good thing! no logic for me... hate that subject... gotta go! had to finish everything til monday... good luck to me! hehehehe...

*by the way, i'm currently fond of hilar's new song... hehehe... she really looks prettier now....

-me-

2005-08-15T19:25:00.000-07:00

hahaha... i made a doll that is like me??? i really love the outfit... too fresh... hehehe... i'm getting addicted in making dolls...
haay... i really feel sick kaya lang i need to attend classes na eh... baka ma-FA.... know what? i'm not used to sleeping late na talaga... nagkakasakit na ko kaagad.. waaaa.... hirap... i can't breathe!!!! naiiyak pa ko....
hope na i'll be better mamaya...

weekend!!!

2005-08-12T00:24:00.000-07:00

at last its friday!!! weekend again!!! rest (a bit!) hehehe....
today, one hour lang classes, waste of time nga eh... our prelims in ethics was kinda easy... di nose bleed unlike our other prelims...i'm sure na i'll pass... hehehe...
know what? there's this one thing na nangyari sakin today na happy talaga ako kaya lang super tanga and kahiya!!! as in super!!! kasi we (id2-1) stayed at 305 to study para sa prelims then shala kept on announcing/shouting my name and jac's... taka nga ako bakit eh? hmm... then he keeps on looking on the other room(divider lang yung harang from the other room) kasi open... then he told us na *chicken*'s there... woo... saya!!! inspiration before exams... hahahaha.... then i remember na kilala niya ko (maybe!) kasi friends kami sa friendster.... waa.... dead na ko!!! he knows me na talaga!!!! buking!!! grrr... shala talaga!!! daldal!!! hahahaha.... well, aion! i ask him if what's *chicken* doing... sabi niya, sleeping daw?! hmmm... ok, medyo safe... hahaha... then nung we were about to leave, i decided to peek... wala lang... then i saw him looking at our romm and not just our room, to ME!!! waa... double dead na talaga!!! and this is the worse thing: I HANG!!! sama talaga!!! i'm just there looking at him!!! waa talaga!!! buti na lang i came back to my senses and umalis nako.... too bad talaga!!! pero k narin... moment!!! hehehehe....
after the exam, we ate at binkay's. Super lakas talaga ng rain as in! dapat nga sabay ako with papa kaya lang nasa house na siya... grr... stuck! stranded!!! then me and lui went back sa beato and chaka!!! nakita ko si *headband*.... grrr.... i thought pa naman na i wouldn't see him and this day would be a *headband*-free day!!! grrr... talaga!!! as usual walang pansinan! haay.. naku... too bad nakita ko siya!!! bad!!! gotta go... my brother 's gonna use the pc.... birthaday pala niya today...ciao!!!

no classes...

2005-08-11T05:50:00.000-07:00

so glad that we have no classes today.... rest for just one day.... but still we need to do our prelims plate for colors... well, floweru (as what my blockmates call her) was a bit nicer to us since the first day of class... hmm... maybe she doesn't want to fail the evaluation again because last sem we failed her in the exam... kasi naman she's always late and we're always waiting for her eventhough it's ok for us to go because she exceeds the waiting time. now, she discusses things with us, unlike before na she will just right the plate we are supposed to do then leave us. she is changing... hmmm....
it's already 5 :37 pm and i still haven't started studying and doing my plate... cramming!!!
this morning, i went to school to borrow em's prang and to buy the things i needed na rin... guess who ang nakita ko? hahahahahaha.... *sparks* it's *chicken*!!!! he's driving a van. hmm... infairness hindi yung chakang car of his ang use niya... hahaha...(evil!) and he's not wearing his uniform or his usual white shirt, naka-brown siya... hahaha... nice to see him in a different outfit. (first time!) haay... so nice talaga cause i was not expecting to see him cause he doesn't have classes then yun nakita ko siya... i thought na my day would be ruined by *headband* kasi he's the first person na nakita ko, na i know sa ust.... buti na lang there's *chicken*... saya-saya!!!hahahaha...
tomorrow's my brothers birthday... hmmm...

gemini

2005-08-10T03:21:00.000-07:00

haay..grabe... i just can't get enough of spongecola's video "gemini"... just saw it awhile ago sa myx....

come a little closer
flicker in flight
we'll have about an inch's space
but i'm here i can breathe in
what you breathe out
let me know if i'm doing this right
let me know if my grip's too tight
let me know if i can stay all of my life
let me know if dreams can come true
let me know if this one's your's too
coz' i see it
and i feel it right here
and i feel you right here
the vacuous night
steps aside to give meaning
to gemini's dreaming
the moon on its back
and the seemingly
veiled room's lit
by the same star

annoying

2005-08-10T01:23:00.000-07:00

grr... we had our prelims in fud and hid... hid is quite ok, easy na talaga sana, except for the enumeration and drawing part... fud...grrr.... nose bleed!!! brain drain!!! hope our other subjest would be easy unlike this two...
haay... what is with this month ba? cause i keep on seeing PEOPLE na i didn't wish to see... then yung person na i would like to see yun naman yung di ko nakikita... hay naku... it's ok sana if i'm not seeing those ANNOYING people... grr...
just hope na i wouldn't see them again...>.<
hmmm... super_ _ _ _ (some people we know might see this blog eh... hirap na...) texted me kanina but beacause of too mush exhaustion i fell asleep... sayang i didn't had the chance to talk to her, it looks like she has a problem ... tsk.tsk.tsk..well, its about the *meangirls*... (woo..another issue!)they're not ok ... medyo tampuhan...i think... i don't really know the story and i'm not close with any of them (meangirls)... it's just that, i pity super _ _ _ _ cause she's nice, sobrang nice... she's easy to get along, super friendly ... and super humble... tapos she'll be treated like that by her friends... well, maybe conflicts can easily be solved if you talked to each other . you must tell her the things about her that keeps you annoyed... cause things would not get solved if you just ignore each other...
i already have the cd of Hale... wee...saya-saya! *SOMEONE* gave me... (yup! as in gave... as a gift?!...) dunno why he gave me.... i just told HIM na favorite ko talaga Hale then yun he gave me cd...then HE said na he would be the one to give me a sun sim DAW???... i told pat about it... and she said na kakaiba daw ...hmmm.... something fishy???
know what? sponge cola has a new video, it's entitled gemini... i remember jobele when i hear this kasi addicted yun sa zodiac niya... grabe... favorite ko video... as in! emotional.... the video is about the story romeo and juliet... eventhough i'm not fond of this lovestory maganda pa din... because of yael yuzon (vocalist)... effective maging romeo... too romantic...hehehehe....

politically involved

2005-07-24T21:55:00.000-07:00

i watched y speak yesterday and the topic was really interesting. it's all about PGMA's credibility, achievements and the SONA that she'll be conducting tomorrow. i wouldn't say na i'm a "nationalistic person" i'm just concern on what's happening in our country. for me, our country now is way TOO DEMOCRATIC! people are out there on the streets rallying for our president to come down. i think it's not reasonable enough that if we don't want a leader or if she/he has done something wrong eh we would just let her go down her office and be impeached. in that case our elections are just mere acting or just for the sake that we elected someone. besides we vote for gloria (minus the fact that she cheated "daw?) and i think we should stand by our vote....by the way who would replace her? noli? what would he do in the government? hello people? and for goodness sake who would want susan roces to be their president? duh? nuts!!! i'm not pro or anti gloria but she's our current president and as long as she's still in the office and still our president we should respect her and listen to what she says in her SONA.... it's just RESPECT people... ciao!

happy birthday seetee

2005-07-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

i just finish taking up another post test from my nstp class...grr... kainis! i got a 5... two times nato ha.... kainis talaga!!! well, glad na its weekend and no classes sa monday. i had all the time to do plates... dami na nga ng plates unlike the past weeks... haggard na naman!!! well, it's better that our profs are bombarding us with plates now than on prelims week .... almost all the universities are done with their prelims week... well, that's better, not that early... not into cramming muna... hehehe...
tomorrow is my bestfriend's birthday... hahaha... si seetee... he's turning 18... tanda na niya... hahahaha... i wanna see that guy again miss ko na yun sobra!!!... saya-saya nun kasama eh... hahaha.... what's up with me? i keep on laughing... started awhile ago in school... jactan syndrome....

seminar_sucks!!!

2005-07-17T12:25:00.000-07:00

*yawn*... it's monday again... *crap* another long and very tiring day... there's too many plates to finish and yet i still didn't do anything over the weekend well, atleast i did my ceiling plan... my only plate finished... *whew* yesterday, i'm with yahnne, kathe and kaye... we went to sm manila after nstp... it's better if they just put the seminar online... soooo booooring!!! well, glad na i'm with my friends that time maybe if i'm with my nstp section naku, wala nang nangyari sakin maybe i would have slept the whole seminar... me, jac and john eu just make silly things and kept on laughing... we list the booboos of the speaker... funny ... he keeps on telling UNIVERSITY OF SANTO TOMAS over and over again... then he keeps on mispronouncing words... like intead of halimbawa he pronouced it as HARIMBAWA!!! yup! with the R...
ew,*crap* my friendster account is not opening... *sheesh*
well, anyweiz, we're really laughing at his mistakes... hehehe... evil!!! we're too bored na kasi and we can't do anything else... hay naku, but still kahit ganon kaboring yung speaker i still have fun... why? basta! i'm happy talaga... and jobele and pao knows that... hahaha...uuuy....issue!!! *fun-fun* hehehe...
just wish that i would see *chicken* today!!! hehehe... gotta go!

>.<

2005-07-13T02:47:00.000-07:00

my super earrings work again... i saw him this afternoon... and unlike before he's now wearing his college uniform... his white shirt suits him better...well, either way he's always *gwapo* naman...hahaha...jac also saw him and topic of the discussion again... hehehe... super sheila kept on teasing me kasi i didn't hear him calling me cause i'm busy looking at *chicken*,,, can't believe myself for acting like that.... *sparks*
well, got irritated awhile ago cause of sir santos cause he didn't choose any of my designs tapos he keeps on telling us that the deadline's blah blah!!! ... duh... i really have no idea what will i do next... just hope na this thursday may mapili na siya sa gagawin ko... o please... =) kanina rin after fud umandar nanaman ang pagiging moody ko... maybe it's because i felt bad kasi la pa nga mapili si sir sa designs that i've made tapos something happened pa...mood swings attacks

one heck of a normal day

2005-07-11T07:29:00.000-07:00

whew... i'm currently listening to hale... they really are good and champ is really good looking... i still can't forget what happened last saturday... haaay... i will really buy the cd this week... have to!!! hehehe... really love this song.... *wee*

Take me as you are Push me off the road
The sadness I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun I'm burning in the rain
The silence I'm screaming Calling out your name

And I do Reside in your heat
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you lose the side of your circles
That's what I'll do if we say goodbye

To be is all I got to be
And all that I see
And all that I need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight

The calmness in your face
That I see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why I never would have known
Oblivion is falling down

To be is all I got to be
And all that I see
And all that I need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight

If you could only know me
Like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be alright

To be is all I got to be
And all that I see
And all that I need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight

She's already taken
She's already taken
She's already taken me
She's already taken She's already taken
She's already taken me
The day you said goodnight..

i'm not in the mood yet to draw chairs for fud... grr... i hate that subject... i really have no idea what my design should be like...
hmm... so sad i didn't saw "chicken" today.... well, it's because i didn't wear my "magical earrings"... it really does work.... well, just hope that i would see him tomorrow and i think i will... hehehe... (assuming!!!)
awhile ago at school, my day just turned out to be one of my normal and somewhat like my any other day in school... i'm really getting bored and i really felt weird kasi parang everyday na lang the same things are happening and i'm really getting bored...
by the way, i saw kaye kanina and everytime i see her i really get excited and really happy eh i always see her naman... well, compared to my former batchmates... maybe it's because i miss her tallking ...
haaay... so tired thinking... i really wanna have a really long as in super long rest...

lots of things in mind

2005-07-10T00:23:00.000-07:00

grr... *crap* UST lost against UP...it was really annoying... it's the opening pa naman ng UAAP... tapos we lost pa, what a way to start the season pero at least over-all naman kami last season and the year before that... see them all sa cheerdance... hahaha.. cheer for GAWI!!!
hmm... this past few days IN SCHOOL was nice... i had new set of friends, well aside from nueve of course, the *super friends*!!! hahaha... corny na kung corny pero saya talaga ng group na'to!!! swear! di nauubusan ng jokes, corny or not. it all started with me, jac and banana... we really get along so well.. mga baliw kami eh!!! hahaha... saya talaga!!! now, we have, super pao, super j, super u, super shalla, super em, super a, super o and super jac... hahahaha....
one thing also kaya I’m having fun SA SCHOOL is because i always see *chicken* (formerly totoy bibbo) that's also the thing na common samin ni jac... hehehe... hmmm... super complete ang day ko if i see him *wee* probably, it's because of my *super earrings* coz whenever i wear those, the day would not end na I wouldn’t see him... hmm... may super powers!!! hahaha...by the way we're friends....friendster nga lang... hehehe... *sigh*... just hope na i could talk to him again... hahaha... dreaming!!!
*serious talk*
good news! me and my mom are ok na... close na kami ulit... i just talked to her last tuesday morning and yun we get along na uli... that's one nice thing that happened... now, my friend na lang...and i don't know when or how will we ever get along. i just hope na it won't be too long...honestly, he doesn't deserve a friend like me nga siguro kasi di ko (ata!) na-aappreciate yung mga things na he's doing for me but I’m not manhid di ko lang talaga alam kung bakit... and I know na he wouldn’t understand everything I’m going through if I tell this to him baka maging complicated lang lalo…waaah... i really don't know what to do anymore...
by the way, we saw hale at south mall today... saya-saya ko talaga... *sparks* kasi i love hale! love their two songs... really!!! mama took a pic of champ (lead vocalist) for me nga eh... nice no... hahaha... okei gotta go.. had to do too many plates pa...

non-existing

2005-07-08T21:11:00.000-07:00

this week was really tiring... emotionally! too many things happened all at the same time...so depressing and sad... i'm really tired thinking! *crap* last friday, me and my mom fought and our whole family became involved with it... first my dad scolded me for being an irresponsible daughter... duh! it's not my fault, i texted my mom before time but she just didn't get it... then my sister, after i told her to fix her things... know what kung ano sinabi niya sakin? why would she follow me daw eh di ko nga daw ni-rerespect si mama... *grr...* i really got angry pero di ko na lang pinansin kasi for sure i'll be in trouble if i did. when it comes to my brother naman medyo ok kasi di na lang niya ko pinapansin as in literally yung as if i don't exist at all... haay... my life this week really sucks!!! then i decide to write to seetee na lang to let my feelings out... I really miss that guy!
then me and a friend had conflict pa... he got "tampo" with me cause i didn't put him in my bestfriends list... well, i know naman na it's all my fault eh... kaya lang i have a lot of problems now, not just about my family, a lot pa... tapos here he is, dadagdag pa sa problems ko... i really don't know what I'm going to do... di ko nga alam if magiging okei kami ulit eh kasi unlike our past conflicts there's really a big possibility na we would be ok cause we're just in the same school and we see each other everyday eh now hindi, communication nga lang hirap pa tapos now ganito pa... waaah... i hate this... i didn't reply to his text na nga lang kasi baka lumaki pa conflict eh or maybe I'm just guilty? guilty? hmmm... i don't know... siguro oo, siguro hindi...
i just hope i'll be ok soon... good luck to me...

got an inspiration...hahaha...

2005-06-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

Nothing much happened today just wanna post something in here... Me and mom just got into another petty quarrel because of her pagiging malilimutin... Annoying kasi eh... Her pagiging malilimutin is the usual reason why we had quarrels tapos she'll put the blame on me...Haay...
Hmm... One good thing that happened to me was when I saw _ _ _ _ _ . Still haven't found a cute codename that suits him... actually me and my friends who "knows" call him "totoy bibo" because he's malikot... Hmm... I went past him by the stairs while going up for my class... (glad to start the day, seeing him) While waiting at the 6th floor, I again spotted him and he stopped right in front me (Weeee... wink*wink*) He just stood there while fixing his phone... Haay... I think he's nice cause he's not suplado. One thing i had the chance to talk to him before and he's very polite unlike other guys na bastos kausap...IHow I wish na there would be more times like this... Now I got an inspiration at USTE... hehehe... =)

Feeling down...

2005-06-25T04:05:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling awful now! I really felt bad about yesterday. I was expecting that Seetee and Kirk would come but they didin't. I was so excited to see them tapos di sila pumunta eto pa, di nila sinabi kaagad para naman di masyadong naghintay si Katrina kasi she waited too long for them... and I know na she's getting bored. Okay lang na ma-late but not TOO LATE!!! kasi it's really awful waiting and super irritating....*mood swings* I just wish next time this will not happen. Haay... I really got irritated at Seetee! Eventhough ayoko mainis naiinis ako... pero i just hope na di magpro-long tong inis ko sa kanya kasi I'm not used to getting mad at him. Of all my friends kasi siya lang ang di pa ko nagkakaron ng arguments and I think I would never do so...
I just wanna get rid of this feeling! What else pa ba? Hmm... I just took a quiz from eleap, its our online class on CWTS (ust's so advance!)... I'm lucky to have 8 out of 10 for a grade because I really had a hard time downloading our module... thank god for my non-dsl connection... hate this thing!!! Last night, I had to go out of our house and find a computer shop to access the module. I'm glad Yahnne and Katrina are with me. Yahnne helped Katrina with her assignment while waiting... Know what? I'm glad Yahnne came yesterday medyo nawala kasi ang inis ko... I just hope things would get better tomorrow...

Something memorable....

2005-06-24T03:44:00.000-07:00

Thank God! I had lots of time to post something here! It's Manila Day today that's why there's no classes all over Manila... Lots of time to rest and surf the net. Diane, Timang and Seetee will go here in our house and for sure will have lots of fun again.... Actually I really miss those guys... Miss ko na talaga friends ko and I'm really excited to see them again... I would say na my highschool life is one of the best years i had in my life!!!well, we don't know if college would be the same...i hope! Hmm..... I'll get back later!....